When an opportunity comes along, what do you do? Do you immediately grab it, or contemplate first? Do you do a cost-benefit analysis, or just toss a coin?
Well, I am about to conclude that I have been deceived. I jumped on a boat that looks very lovely, promised a lot of things - better things, and naturally, in my usual state of misery, I saw the light. So when they asked me to jump, my answer was - how high?
God has a funny way of making you see your mistakes. Or where you need to improve. I always thought I was very cautious. But one sweet talk, and I give my yes! What has gotten into me? Is it the hormones?
Wanted to punch someone. But hey, wouldn't want my baby to live in rage eh? But seriously, this is a case of not thinking first before you leap. Learned my lesson here. I should've asked a lot of questions. Let myself be known more, if they don't want me, at least I'd still be searching instead of regretting this early on.
Conclusion - this is just plain stupid!
Here comes the Baby!
